对不起...

今天心情是有点低落啦
成绩不算好
可能是上天给我的惩罚吧
我能接受
因为我真的不够用心
只希望。。希望。。下一次真的要加倍努力了
对不起
我令你们失望了

他的成绩的确很好哦..
真替他开心

我不敢再要求任何东西
原谅我好吗？

My trip in Genting

27/12

这天是他要回家了
其间我们发生了不愉快的事情
是我不好
对不起啊，COPIG~

我和家人又去同样餐厅吃自助餐~
吃得很不愉快。。

而且。。那天。。还差点。。。唉！
不讲了。。

总之他回了隔一天
我和妹妹又去打叮叮
其实我想趁机发泄一下
把所有不开心的事忘记！

wall climbing^^



26/12
这是他。。和我

在巴士上

Outdoor Themepark^^

2 sista^^










25/12

圣诞节快乐~！
这次的圣诞很特别。。
我们的回忆：
第一：淋雨。。啊哈哈~
(两个傻瓜在马路上跑。。)

第二：吃自助餐
哈哈。。说到这(想起来都很好笑！)
我告你们哦。。。
他吃什么
哈哈
他竟然能吃下...

就是那最大块的蛋糕
别看它小小块
其实很大块的啊~！
吃到他快要吐出来。。哈哈~

过后我们去玩叮叮~
哈哈
当然是玩投篮最多！
很好玩叻~
汗流狭背。。
又缺氧
啊哈哈~
玩到累时
还剩三块钱
可以玩最后一个游戏
玩什么叻？
哈哈
我们决定玩‘轮盘’
竟然得到。。得到。。
POKCORN VOUCHER~！！
天啊~
刚才吃自助餐有够饱了
现在又来个 POKCORN~！！！！！！
可惜...
我没拍起来给你们看
很大包耶！
结果吃了两天才玩~

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昨天晚上刚从云顶回来
五天四夜的行程
好累~
今早我爬起床来
第一个事务就是写BLOG
一边等着他的“早安讯息”
*其实我还有很多事情要做*
我答应过会写部落格
他竟然回我说
“别勉强自己，如果不想写(哈哈~如果你写，我更开心~哈哈)”
这讯息的确很伤我
我不知道要回他什么
我还是。。。有回他



24/12
我随同家人一起去云顶-AWANA
一路上
我没有睡觉
只有讲废话
过了四小时多的行程
终于到达了所谓的云顶
在那的第一餐~火锅！
好好吃哦~^^
全都是妈妈准备的~妈妈谢谢你！

我，妹妹，妈咪也送了个礼物给爹地


过一阵子，我和爸爸以及他
上去云顶
到上面时
我并经历了一个非常难忘的回忆
你们猜猜？


那就是我人生中第一次进CASINO
哈哈~
里面真的好大好大！
看到我眼花缭乱~
还好有他
我们喝了一杯热乎乎的“MILO”
免费的哦^^
出来CASINO
接着去买些礼物
作为圣诞礼物给爸爸妈妈
最后选择了“巧克力”


其实这天我和他吃了好多餐
第一餐~面包
第二餐~KFC
第三餐~SWEET CORN
第四餐~NASI KANDAR
吃得我好饱！
不知道他饱不饱？？

sorry mum~

我今天很伤心
我又跟妈妈斗嘴
我告诉她我头痛的问题
她却告诉我很多文不对题的答案
或许我一直以来对她所说的话没有信心
造成反感
对不起，我知道我怎么说很不孝
没有礼貌
可是
我就是有这样的感受啊~
我一直一直很想试妈妈所教的方法
可是还是不能
这几天
我不知道自己在做什么
总之每样事务都做不好
怎么办？
妈妈，对不起
我令你太失望了
我对自己没信心了
很累很累
我只希望妈妈你。。
可以给我多一点时间
好好去想..
去反省..
去找出自己的问题处
那就够了
可以吗？

2 nite...

今晚..
全部人可以睡
只有我还没可以睡
很不公平!
之前我还以为放假了可以睡大觉..
哪里知道..
还要为我大舅的结婚的事烦
我要为他们拍摄
所以将晚了还要研究
唉~
没人能可怜我啊
救救我呀!
我真的很不想回中国啊
国宝不适合我~!

不知道为什么?
心里还是很不舒服
总觉得我这样付出很不值得
算了算了... ...
再怎么讲
就只有 BLOG 能听到我的心声...

I want explain to him...

i am not special as u think..
the 1st sms to u i write..
"omg, u ady hv my hp, hate u.."(1st sentence)
"but thanks also, hv a nice day, nice to meet u.."(2nd sentence)
2nd sentense means i thank to u becoz u advice us study properly..and not about u hv my hp no..ok? (dun confuse ya^^)


没错，这的确是我的初恋。。
可能朋友会认为是迟了一些。。
可我不认为。。
因为我知道，现在的我可以有自己的想法了。。
以前，我不接受任何感情因为我真的很怕受伤害，
并且会影响到我的学业。。
学业对我来说很重要很重要。。

你并没有阻止我。。
还鼓励我。。
很开心。。
我100%相信你，
并不代表100%爱你。。
时间能证明一切。。
我相信你知道的。。

tat guy..

A quite tall guy..
concern guy..
child and mature guy..
clever guy..
sporty guy..

am i dream again?
every thing go fast..
start from 7/12..
we knows..
and 2day..
15/12
i know..
secret~

thx..

hai..i m back

Holiday le..
am i dreaming?
haha..wont
actually.. now i suppose in China d..
know y?
i m a panda at thr
haha..
but not funny^^

2day is the last day in poly-hostel
end of sem 1
ya--
going to sem 2

after having the last paper at morning
i am celebrating with poly-friends in Sunway..
haha..quite fun
we eat Sakae
haiz
fat again lol me
coz arh~
my friends..
always take the sushi for me eat only
pathetic to me..
they eat less i think^^
may be 5 of us eat until 30++ plates gua..haha
RM28.60 per person..
but
i nid here to thank 'him'
he treat me and..hehe( i love black& white)
thanks lot
and thanks to all my friends... i hope our friendship is forever~!
2day actually something is happened
but..
i just want to 4get it..
nothing is important

and here..
i nid to write for him
every day..
i hope him will stay well
study well
somemore slp well
but sometimes still worry
i dono y..

i hope..
this will soon later..
this is just a blog of my life

my result~

MORAL 的PB成绩知道了。。
谁还不知道，你们可以去找老师问~
快哦~^^
我的成绩。。
嗯~ 可以吧！
老师说满分是70%
我拿总共68.5%
还可以啦~
还有我的ECONOMICS 成绩也出炉了。。
满分是100%
当然我是拿不到100 的啦！
我拿92分而已。。
我朋友拿94！全班最高~
好厉害哦~ 她是马来人。
我只是第二，哈哈。。。
别小看我班的马来人哦。。他们可是很聪明的叻！
好啦~ 有什么成绩时，
我再报告啦！
再见~

sadness...

this few days i very tired..
whole week study almost 7 hours per day!
at first i very enjoy it..
but..
something happened on me..
on friday..
means today..
a thing happened that hurted me very deeply
i hate myself
y this time i cant find a way to overcome..
i very angry abt myself
some friends told me dun be negative thinking..
some friends wan me to use my EQ to solve it..
friends tell me to 4get it..
friends want me to smile..
friends, friends, friends...and friends
I feel great with u all..
but i still feel lonely..
no parent at my side taking care of me..
sick.. i wanna treat it by myself..
hungry.. i choose the food for myself..
study..no need say le..
anyway..
i know i can do it~!
one day will success..

Go shopping~!!!

这是哪里？
哈哈，当然是我们最出名的“RAPID 巴士” 啦！！
今天的目的是。。。去买个漂漂亮亮的衣服回来。。
出席今晚的小宴会。。
去噜~~~~~~

我们前往 PACIFIC 去噜~
先拍个照^^

灿烂的笑容。。
实在无法挡~
电晕了~

WAHAHA...

________________________
买好了衣服
吃东西去！

是不是流口水了啊？
哈哈。。好好吃哦~
YAMEE。。。

耶~！！好棒

哈哈，就是我。。
狼狈吧？

好累哦~@。@
一整天的SHOPPING，还要走路回宿舍。。
脚要断了！！！
真是个减肥的好办法~=。=

走呀走。。。走呀走。。。走到外婆桥。。。
喂喂喂~ 醒了啦 ！



我的宿舍~
到了。。
YIPPIE^^



______________________________

换好了衣服
准备去宴会噜！

看。。一群美女们，哈哈哈~

LET WE START THE SHOW~!!

他们唱的好好听哦~^^

？为什么拍她？
哦。。原来是我好玩的朋友拍的。。
你们知道她拍什么吗？
哈哈，这马来人穿倒翻头巾了啦！！

*Mhoon, CChin*

*Pshuang, Me, Hqing, Byik, Rwei

后面全是马来人

19/11

SPM is over!
it is easier than last year..
but, for me is still hv a little hardship..
2day i also met a friend who is L6AK d.. suddenly dono wat her name le..cham lo me~
and here.. I want to thanks my mum and dad...
who sending me for exam and prepare the food..
mummy and daddy..I love U ~!!!
and also my little sister la..haha.. muackz..

After finished the exam... i got to rush back to poly..
becoz i having an IMPORTANT presentation next lolzz...
nervous, nervous and nervous again..
when arrived poly, i put down my beg in hostel and rush to my friend's hostel..
it is tired~!!

Anyway.. my presentation is bad as shit~!
I dono what i m mention about..
nvm.. my other members is good, may be can cover the lost marks gua..

and...and..and..
not finish yet, 2moro i somemore have moral final exam...LOL~!!!
What a stupid..
This week i am suffering in breath..god~!

Night, i miss him against~!
i dono y..
just suddenly think about him..
but impossible.........................................
I love him?
I hope not so.. but why??

18/11

2day, i din hv much thing to post at here...
while waiting to save d pictures for my friends.. so post something here..hehex
2moro is my spm test... i know... but like a dream..its come fast..!!
Dono how to describe my feeling and activities...its full~!!!
i almost want to burn myself (joking)

i m happy becoz 2day i ady passed my English Final Exam in poly.
dono how was the result..keke

just hope all will be fine 2moro.. i can do it~!!
but...sometimes i think~how come a person sitting for SPM with just reading BI for 4days???
i m that person...hahaz

k la..hv to wash my clothes 1st..
bye here and good day...^^

Nice Memory...Gotong Royong

12/11

2day i take a lot photos in class... happy~
haha.. may be i will do a blog for my class soon~
be a camera woman... XP

I very excited about 2moro...excited~!
i gonna reach to Sunway to see a movie with friends..
about ''2012'' ... u all know la hor.. haha
but.. bad news is..
after finished the movie..
will attend a class at nite=(
haizz.. everybody is going home..
just left me alone in hostel..
mummi and daddy...
i miss u all^^
may be will back home at 10pm something la..


nothing to post 2day..
and later i will post some photos in my facebook..
waiting..

6/11

recently... very busy~
while waiting my mum to fetch me back...
i curi makan banyak dulu...hahahahahaha~
eat is important ! so, me becoming fat and fat ...
erm...
how was my feeling 2day???
i think is... stress
I dono how to plan my time suddenly... a big white blank in my brain
how i can cover my study between this 2 weeks?
SPM?
Final Exam?
Presentation?
extra classes?
Quiz?
Mid-term 2?
many!!!
hughhhh..... crazy~!!!
nobody can help me...
i m not a super girl...
this time really more stress than before while i m in form 5

this year, luckless~
really...
although i already put more effort on my study... my result also not come out as good as i think...
u know y...?

how clever u are... is not mean u can get high marks...
and how high yr marks ... and not mean u very clever...
IS ALL DEPEND ON LUCK
i trust that, are u??
and here...(i m not suspect to anybody)

may be i already ''outdated'' in study...
performance bad than b4...
and this year i will not put my hope so high on my result...
remember that...
all depend on luck

bye~

3/11/09

BUSY...busy...busy and lazy...haha=D
2day mood very good~!
but bad new: my Statistics marks was just 88%. OMG~, so bad~!!!
anyway lah, ady past tense..keke...
while waiting result, must prepare also for next WAR !!!
WAR: Final Exam lor...
haiz... not just final exam nid to prepare... also for SPM...yer***

my exam schedule:
18/11 ~ Final Exam (poly) English lor
19/11 ~ SPM ( English also lor)
8/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Economics
9/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Account
11/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Marketing- i scare this subject, mummy~!!!
14/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Statistics - easy la... joke.. keke... ...

I see this schedule ady pengsang liao~
but GAMBATEK~to all my friends and me...!!!
Very happy is... just left a few weeks want to finish my 1st sem in poly le...
will up to sem 2 le...hahaha...

k... i hv to busy le... hv a nice day...=)

28/8

2day, my class having a debate activity, so fun~!
discussing about mass marketing is it it still alive or death~
i support still alive!!! haha...

after debate, next class is account lesson, whole lesson doing income statement..siok~

then.. is the time i enjoy my rest time~
haha^^
going where eat leh??(asking myself)
my friends suggest go to jusco eat KFC...T.T(fast food again) haha... but nice!

while we on the way prepare to go jusco by my friend car...
we realize tat my friend's car is in problem, cant start enjin(may be no battery)
but...nvm~ there have many other friends know how to repair.. especially my friend-*xiao hua* haha~ the most brilliant in the world!!! she knows how to repair a car... geng loo(spana woman)

Spending about almost 2hours in repairing, finally is ok..
then we straight away go eat..
after finished eating, we rush baack to poly, u know y ???
haha... study loo, cuz later will have polybreget final exam~!!!!
me no study finished yet, no time to study also..
so tat time i just scanning my book..
while i am doing my paper in exam... i feel sleepy..
no mood to answer question... i wan sleep~!!!
finally is over~
*2day's memories*

continue next day... ...

Haha... what picture is this>> hehe... my birthday present laa^^ yesterday my poly-friends give me a surprise, wa... so cute this present! i like it~!!! Thanks ya... my lovely friends **

Quite a long time din write blog ady, no title to post~
Just this few days in sick.. may be long time din having enough exercise~

My mid-term test result...

This week i having my Statistics mid-term test and Accounting mid-term test and quiz.

Next week still have 2 Accounting quiz have to overcome, haizzz..haha...gambateh~ xin hui!

i already received my Economics mid-term result, is about 97 marks..but others not get it yet.(will post it soon)

This sem, i feel my account result is quite bad=(
i hope i can cover it as well...

Who knows my feeling?

今年不知道得了什么运。。很衰！
做什么事都做不好，真的有点想要消失。。。
本来以为想回来告诉家人拿到好成绩的好消息。。。可是告诉了，却得不到我想要听的话，实在是太失望了！
你们到底知不知道我很伤心，我的一切努力和付出到底是什么？难道得到你们的鼓励很难吗？
很多人都说，孩子只要是在外读书，很少回家，家人一定很想念，自然而然会对他很好，我的却。。。。。。=0
不开心，不开心，每天还是不开心。。。连朋友应该也会觉得我神经病吧？
要乐观。。很难~
住在宿舍，没什么难，只是营养不足，还有只能在网上看新闻，外面的世界很大，很多事情我不能看到，所以成绩看起来没有我理想中来得好。
学校里宿舍就像个火柴盒一样，住在这里就好像在监牢一样！晚上11点还会突然meeting，每天晚上还要去食堂(因为马来人念经，怕我们在宿舍偷东西)，可以说我根本要读书是很吃力的，食堂很吵！你们知道吗？
我之所以选择住宿舍，是想为家人减少开支，可是。。他们不知道~
这个Sem，我看我是拿不到 4.00的成绩了啦~~因为我不会巴结老师，哈哈！
只好期待下个Sem了。。。

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Although i don't hv any cake to celebrate but...

i still hv...

MAGGIE MEEEE...^^

2day abit boring lar~

so, post some photos here...

dark=.='''

* my hostel*


I no hv any idea to post my blog 2day... nothing special...i just wan to say thanks you to all my friends who send the wishes to me,haha...very happy!

I cant type all yr names here...cuz uncountable...haha...(thick face again)-.-

just feel happy, my class friends also say 'happy birthday' to me n my 1 indian friend..haha

1 Malay friend give me sweet and my hostel friends give me chocolate biscuit as a present!

This year is my special birthday, cuz the whole day stay in hostel...haha

6/10

今天心情一般，不过有一堆坏消息还是没有休息，哈哈！
就是 ... ...
一， 这星期我和宿舍的朋友们不允许回家。。讨厌！

二， 明天是我的大寿， 哈哈~ 生日啦！不过，嗯。。还是从小到大都是逃不过 “考试”的命运啦~ 如果我现在还在 IBM 的话，就会考MUET，但但但。。 不是这样我因为没有考就高兴哦，唉 ~ 因为同样的，POLY 这个臭老 师！！！也给我们考试！！！！！！！=.=''' 娘啊~
明晚还要参加一个MAJLIS，说什么是去看表演，还要穿BATIK！！ 我看啊， 那时我不知道要和那个周公约会就有！

三， 手上还有两个PRESENTATION 要准备。。唉~没完没了~


今天我不知道老师一整天在教什么。。。笨到~~~！！

这里我也要祝我所有IBM的朋友~考试顺利！全部一屏过关！！！
我也要顺利~哈哈！

我也想跟我班上的一位和我同样生日的印度朋友说：“HAPPY BIRTHDAY！”
(我知道你一定看不懂。。。嘻)

虽然今年没有蛋糕吃， 不过有这个就够了，哈哈~
还要谢谢DADDY MUMMY 给我的红包哦~~=)

开学了。。。

多几小时要回宿舍了。。。所以现在的心情没这么好~
回去还要干好多事情，一堆堆的压力又要冲着我来。。
可不可以不要回去那边？
暗示了好几次给爸爸妈妈听，可能他们知道。算了。。。还是在忍一忍。
我已经习惯住宿舍了，原因不想住的是。。。
算了算了。。。不想提了。。。
还是想想接下来要这么应付我的 Quiz， Mid-Year Exam，Presentation，Assignment。。好多好多。。可能还有很多炸弹还没向我炸~~~
我真的不可以在呆下去了，好辛苦！

中秋晚会...

中秋晚会？a meeting together？is it feel happy？
NONSENSE！ of cause feel happy la...
but...
...
...
unlucky, I am not that feel...
...stop asking me why，just feel abit disappointed！ai yo, me shy people lai d ma, u all dono meh??haha... somemore there feel strange for me...-.-'''

sorry for say that, anyway，thanks for invite me and the foods quite delicious.
I am so tired... ...XP

RELAXXXX TIME...

cut my hair loo~

唱K时间到了！！
发泄发泄一下麻。。

我和POLY的朋友们。。YEAH！！

“佧”偷拍到你们了。。

两位美女哦^^