me again..

yoyo~~
damn happy 2day^^
too happy..!
am i go lucky?
haha.. no 1 know including me..
hang out with workmates..
sing k , movie..
same as usual..
back home..
chatting with him^^
received a surprising news..
hahahahahaha...
tired..bye~

hang out..

今天我很开心
和朋友们出去玩
我约“他”
我们玩的蛮开心。。
不知为什么。。
我对“他”
有种特别的感觉。。
是我从来不曾感受到的
那“他”呢？
什么感觉呢？
遇到“他”
我会很开心..
我会很努力..

感觉上~
我会为他而改变。。
改变我所有坏脾气!!!
很想告诉他。。
不过。。

不可能的。。
cherry。。
醒醒吧。。


爸妈。。
如果你看了我的部落格
那就好。。
证明你们还挺关心我。。
我会很高兴~
那个“他”
是我朋友
希望你们别多心
我会很好的。。

六月计划。。

Aim : 4.00
english course : improve
study : smart
money : save
working : be a qualified teacher!
gambatek cherry..

考完试。。假期噜~

考试期间，我除了读书，还上班。。哈哈。。好刺激！
每次说要熬夜，根本就骗人的
相反的，睡得像猪一样，哈哈。。。
其实不是没有读书，
我已经安排好时间了，
这次考试。。感觉好像在考KUIZ。。
不是说容易。。
原因是我没花足够的时间。。
只是担心，
担心答案还不足啊~！！！
好多答案还来不及填。。
真是的~
很可惜啊！！！！！！！
很糟糕。。
下次要注意了，
加油吧。。
期待下期的来临。。
我等着你~~~~~

Finish my 1st day final exam~@@

原来...考试是那么刺激的!!!
下SEM 就 aim 4.00 吧..
这 sem 拿不到了..
可能还比我想象中更差吧。。哈哈..
无所谓啦~
开心最重要~

weary..

too many stories secreted in my heart,
no one is know,
no one is concern..
anyway,
wat i done,
it just a shit,
i ady promised that i shall concentrate in study,
but finally i cant make it..
i getting worst and worst,
until a simple things nid much times to solve it,
i am stupid..
my result is down..

no ppl know..
no ppl know..
even though is my family,
they dont know!
i stressing..mum and dad..
i wan to cry loudly..
mayb soon i will dissapear..
bye~

i m chossing to concentrate~

erm..ya.. for wat tat i mean up thr..
i m choose for concentrate..
sad to say..
my application is rejected..
hahaz..
its ok..fine..
it doesnt a matter bt also a gd news for me^^
y i said tat..
is it clearly explained for me i hv a lot of things hv to be learned..
my situation now..haha.. worst enuf~
i shoud improving myself now..
especially for english!

i hope i can hand up all the studies at skul
but also english!
btw..exercise, hanging out, arhh! ya.. also working..
in fact, i found a job and will be woriking soon^^

hahaz.. looking forward for my future..
god bless me~
luv u~

加油哦。。不许气馁！！

忽然回想过去

我才发现

原来我真的很勇敢

种种挫折我并没有喊痛

之前。。我没办法好好温习

现在~我醒了

我回来了~

我要从新开始！

忘掉一切~

步入新的生活

加油哦。。不许气馁！！

luv, cherry~~~

给另外一个的你..

忽然间..
我发现已渐渐爱上你了~
我开始在等你了!
想爱了~

你可以消失吗?

为什么你要影响我?
为何你这么欠打?
看到你. 就想放狗咬你!!
好久我没这样骂人了..
去死啦你!!
笨蛋~!!
去吃屎!!
讨厌~
很幼稚吧?
没错,可能你太有''魅力''了~
还会让我那么讨厌你~
在我眼里,
你不算什么..
每天看见你, 快受不住啦~!!!!!!!!!!

happy~~

dad, so thanks for yr words yesterday..
i love u so much..
finally i know..
u feel proud of us..
thanks again dad~
muackzz~!!

yesterday,
i had known tat i have a chance to enter a practice
practice for the coming natinal debate ..
wao, great~!
so happy..
thx for mr.khoo giving me this opportunity
to try a new experience~

I wish i can 4get everything the past~

My life is colourful?
My life is meaningful?
My life is powerful?
and my life is full?

god~
pls knock my head strongly~
i wan 4get everything sad of the past..
if i be allowed,
i hope i can leave 'this place' as well..
feint place~!!

Back to boring life~

first of all,
i would like to congrate my classmate..
happy wedding~

2day class abit free..
mostly classes had been cancelled..
quite happy to hear tat..
haha..
whole class jump like siao kia~

but,
i dono wat i going to do the next..
despite having many works waiting for me to be done..
perhaps i m no mood~

business mid term, law quiz, maths quiz, moral presentation, somemore a law game..
i even cant list out all my works at here..
why..
others frez finished their works as fast as aeroplane..
why..
i m just sitting hear..
looking the sky..
counting the stars..
wat the hell~!
haha..
but nothing~
i aldy promise myself..
dont even challenge wit frez..
becoz my aim for future is not high~
i'm not clever anymore~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my time is wasted..

i cant find out wat i m doing now..
am i very serious in study?
may be i still cant believe PSP is my school..
where is my motivate?
is it i really want treat PSP is my school in my mind?
i try..
try for many times..
hope tat i can take it seriously..
but, i really hope tat PSP is not my school..
i couldn't prove tat i m unbendable study at here..
my acedemic right now is extrememly drop~
drop like shit!

looking ppls outside having higher quality~
wat i m doing here?
i thought u all sure ask me..
y arent i not just do well at here?
my view,
i counldn't even to prove my merit..
sry for said tat..
yes,
waste..
i m wasting my time..
i do nothing..
stupid~!

Let me choose the other way to go..

wat i m doing here..
is forced by u..
watch up~!

result for elocution~

in part 1 of prepared speech..
i lost..
i lost everything..
i panic..
what to do,
just try to finish my speech..
but nvm..
take it as my experience..
the most important..
dad and mum..
hope u feel proud of me..
really wish to get it from u~
mayb i in no.10 or 8..
i dono..
its ok..not bad,
jia u ah hui~
u can do it better!
once again, i want to thanks my lovely frez..
muackz, is u all let me feel happy..
feel tat i was not alone~
really appreciate..

and 1 thing..
i should correct it at here..
i know.. now..some of frezs.. is not happy with me..
but its ok..
i dun mind..
wat u nid to talk bad things behind me..
fine..
u can talk louder.. or tell everyone..
tat i m this kind of ppl..
i will try to not influence by u..
i am xin hui..
pure xin hui..
just be myself..
stay cool..and steady~

Bowling~

2day, my time is full~
wao.. great~!
i like this life very much..
morning add some sentenses in speech..
later at afternoon play bowling with classmate..
16 ppls are thr
wohhooo~~
very fun..
winner will treat frez eat..
while, last five..
will sing in class..
very excited to see their action..
haha
joking..
we very happy^^
and i the pitiest..
i get winner..=.='''
treat them eat ais cream^^
but happy also..
muackkzz my frez..
hope next time will go again..
then after eat dinner..
i go for tuition until 9.30
driving in highway,
speeding very fast..
wohooo~
great the feeling!
i wont 4get the memories of 2day..love it~

here are my pic which hv taken at thr..

draw a number for elocution..

early in the morning..
we are called for a meeting at office..
18 contestants is inside included me..
quite solemn the atmosphere,
we had drawn for a number as a turn for the coming elocution..
and i get no.10
quite excited my feeling..but nervous too..
argh~!
standing on the stage,
deliver our prepared speech~
hehe..
this situation quite new to me..
my 1st time..
anyway, i will try to enjoy it..=)
gambatek, xin hui~!

I be annoyed~!!

Black eye socket~!!
pimples..omg~!!
how come..
sigh,
really suffering within this week..
busy~!

law midterm--damn bad,
speech--nervous..no power..jump step..non expresssion
between,
moodless too,
i just wan to shout out:
"stop keeping conceal gd image on yrself"
ASS!!!
yes, is u~!!

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Frez.. look here..

朋友。。
在你们眼里。。
我可能会是一个放不开的女生
心胸狭窄。。
嫉妒。。
冷漠。。
狠心。。
残忍。。
等等。。等等。。
可是我一点都没变~
或许我真的没能力做决定，
也许会让你们感到意外
我唯有向我伤过的朋友
说声抱歉~
我还是会做我自己。。

起来吧。。欣慧

我是人
会伤心
会难过的
但。。
实在没有能力说出那痛苦的心
我也不想说了
到此为止。。

我认了
我很失败
该放手了
哭
不值得的。。

Back to single life..

My heart's a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.

How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone

be happy
chery..

I dun care how u will think about me.. i just be myself..

我不想管了
你们要这么想我
我没办法，无话可说！
我已经尽力了
我知道自己在做什么
不需要一一向你们报告

最近真的好忙。。
还好有时会忙里偷闲。。呵呵
终于赶完了演讲篇
好累。。好累。。
剩下不到30天就要比赛了
好紧张！！
人生中第一次参加演讲比赛~
好怕。。好怕。。
英文超烂的我。。
不知到时会做出什么东西来
唉~
还替那时担心~~

今晚还要赶完ORAL的SPEECH。。
快快快~！！呵呵。。

27/2

今天不知道搞什么
明明早上还好好的
竟然在我晚上去补习时
我失魂了
唉~
直到补完习
还差点给车撞

天啊~
我怎么了？
应该没事吧。。
========================================
还有啊。。
对不起啊，COPIG~
我还不能POST 上你要的造片
原因是我的CABLE不见了
要去找出来

abit dissapointed~

y?
whats going on to me?
am i worrying about my study? or others?
very stupig~!
seems this few days..
i.. really quiet..
sorry frezs..
sorry that i cant chat and joke with u all..
i dono..
may b sometimes feel no topic to discuss..
nothing le~
dun too worry abt me..

i just..
just..
nid..
much..and much
support
can i?

stop!
can i throw all the sadness?

He ask me y..
y i look like no mood?
i cant answer,
just say no..
just say about my study..
my marks,
now..
mayb he also think like tat..
actually not..
i din worry about my study..
according of my laziest..
the marks i get, is really good 4 me le..
else i haven put much effort on in yet
boring!

God~ pls don leave me alone!!
i nid u!!
only u.. can understand what i think, wat i done..

ahead for busy week..

this coming two weeks...
I had lots of work projects which is gonna hand up. GOD!!!
I am rushing on my assignment and
seriously I am strained at it!

haiz..

anyway.. i might try to affront it..
gambatek~!!

最“记得”的一天

2月一日
美丽的早晨
是我第一天自己驾车去学校
第一次驾这么远
第一次。。
很多第一次
而这个第一次
以后最好不要
就是
第一次发生车祸！！
唉~
不过大家别担心
我没事
车也没事
只是不小心撞到别人车的“屁股”而已
真衰~！
不过想一想
它让我的得到教训
就是不要时常去嗅人家的屁股
是很臭的！！
哈哈。。

总之总之。。
今天很累
好不容易可以抽空上网打部落格
报告一下我的行踪
好久没打BLOG 了。。
大家别以为我失踪就好了
呵呵~
好啦，下次再UPLOAD

决定??

人，

都有各自的生活习惯

生活。。需要各种角色来扮演

在每个角色当中

必会面对种种难题

而。。

这时候。。

往往都会要作出决定

我不敢说这决定是对或错

我只知道一旦做了决定

就需要付出很多

要顾虑到各方面的感受

付出。。

未必可以得到大家的肯定

也未必是大家所喜爱的

至少
我试过。。

I m tired~

what should i do?
now i only know that..
how was the feel..study or love?
i dono..
for me..
can i hv both?
but family..
sure the first..but they dono..
i m trying, trying and trying to be the best..
but i cant..
i m lose!
every ppl look down to me..
i know..i must be stronger than before
can i?
every time i want ask the god,
y did u brang me here(earth)?
facing and solving?

my dating~with him..

开始我们的旅程~~

我的司机。。哗哈哈~



我们去“极乐市”







“情侣装”





呵呵。。“他”偷偷自拍？！

MUET Registration~!!! must read

~MUET REGISTRATION MID YEAR 2010~

For semester 5 and 6 students to register for MUET examination, please bring the following:-
*RM62 (cash)
*Photocopy of IC

If you are interested to attend MUET classes, please bring an additional RM70 to be paid on the same day. (Priority will be given for those who paid for both - exam and classes)
*Venue - First Floor, JPA
*Date - 18 January 2010
*Time - 8.45 am - 10.00 am

I am waiting~~

要开学了~

我等你这天好久了啦!
快点到嘛..
闷死我了
唉~
如果上课了,
我的时间就会很充实
不用像现在
醒来就做家务..
做晚了就吃饭..
吃完了就去睡觉!
哟~
像猪这样!!
难怪我会这么胖啦~！！
还有四天的休息
就开学了~!
好期待哦^^

我就不能想开吗?

我怎么啦？
为什么好像很烦
很生气。。
很讨厌。。
又加上脚特别酸痛
很累。。
(不过蛮开心
第一次和他买衣服)

不知道为什么
一回来
感觉。。
种种压力又回来了
很担心，
很害怕，
很伤。。
怎么办？

搞什么嘛。。
这么晚了
还不想睡
所以就来打部落格
希望过了今晚
啊不。。凌晨了
我谁也不想再提起''昨天''的事情了~
很伤。。很伤。。很伤。。

7/1/10

2day
feel nothing to do..
afternoon job:
just fetch sista bc from school
very dangerous~
so when i arrive my sista's school
its late
tats y i get scold by her=(
sorry ar.. my little sista@@
i must be careful next time..

dad sick 2day..
very pathetic..
haiz..
hope will recover soon^^

afternoon..
msn again
chat with him
besides i m register something..
until around 5.20pm
we stop

while he is working..
its night
i having dinner 1st
then go praying~

abt 10.30pm
i m listen to nice song
while.. reading some comics
actually..
haha..
miss u copig!
and
he cal me again~
he tell me something--secret
(abt his company happened)
and then..
i ask him:
"do u know wat is the date of 2day means?"
is our"满月"
hahaz.. he knows also..clever!

we chat no longer
coz..
he get to work again..
copig~work smarter o^^

after i close the phone
actually..
i not yet go for bed
i help my dad do some works
mayb will continue 2moro
then..
blog time^^

when finished..
is the time to sleep..
i really duwan bc to china again=.='''..
guys and gals
gd nite~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

6/1/10

今晚
我和往常一样
上网聊天
一边听着悦耳的音乐
心里当然也少不了那个挂念
是他。。
不知道他累吗？
他每次告诉我：
“我不会累，因为有你的支持”

发了晚安讯息给他后
我就打部落格
告诉他
我是想你的。。
但不是想太多哦^^