my time is wasted..

i cant find out wat i m doing now..
am i very serious in study?
may be i still cant believe PSP is my school..
where is my motivate?
is it i really want treat PSP is my school in my mind?
i try..
try for many times..
hope tat i can take it seriously..
but, i really hope tat PSP is not my school..
i couldn't prove tat i m unbendable study at here..
my acedemic right now is extrememly drop~
drop like shit!

looking ppls outside having higher quality~
wat i m doing here?
i thought u all sure ask me..
y arent i not just do well at here?
my view,
i counldn't even to prove my merit..
sry for said tat..
yes,
waste..
i m wasting my time..
i do nothing..
stupid~!