Xin Hui 's life

me again..

2010-05-31T07:25:00.000-07:00

yoyo~~
damn happy 2day^^
too happy..!
am i go lucky?
haha.. no 1 know including me..
hang out with workmates..
sing k , movie..
same as usual..
back home..
chatting with him^^
received a surprising news..
hahahahahaha...
tired..bye~

hang out..

2010-05-26T05:29:00.000-07:00

今天我很开心
和朋友们出去玩
我约“他”
我们玩的蛮开心。。
不知为什么。。
我对“他”
有种特别的感觉。。
是我从来不曾感受到的
那“他”呢？
什么感觉呢？
遇到“他”
我会很开心..
我会很努力..

感觉上~
我会为他而改变。。
改变我所有坏脾气!!!
很想告诉他。。
不过。。

不可能的。。
cherry。。
醒醒吧。。

爸妈。。
如果你看了我的部落格
那就好。。
证明你们还挺关心我。。
我会很高兴~
那个“他”
是我朋友
希望你们别多心
我会很好的。。

六月计划。。

2010-05-24T21:41:00.000-07:00

Aim : 4.00
english course : improve
study : smart
money : save
working : be a qualified teacher!
gambatek cherry..

考完试。。假期噜~

2010-05-20T20:14:00.000-07:00

考试期间，我除了读书，还上班。。哈哈。。好刺激！
每次说要熬夜，根本就骗人的
相反的，睡得像猪一样，哈哈。。。
其实不是没有读书，
我已经安排好时间了，
这次考试。。感觉好像在考KUIZ。。
不是说容易。。
原因是我没花足够的时间。。
只是担心，
担心答案还不足啊~！！！
好多答案还来不及填。。
真是的~
很可惜啊！！！！！！！
很糟糕。。
下次要注意了，
加油吧。。
期待下期的来临。。
我等着你~~~~~

Finish my 1st day final exam~@@

2010-05-17T03:55:00.000-07:00

原来...考试是那么刺激的!!!
下SEM 就 aim 4.00 吧..
这 sem 拿不到了..
可能还比我想象中更差吧。。哈哈..
无所谓啦~
开心最重要~

weary..

2010-05-07T18:13:00.000-07:00

too many stories secreted in my heart,
no one is know,
no one is concern..
anyway,
wat i done,
it just a shit,
i ady promised that i shall concentrate in study,
but finally i cant make it..
i getting worst and worst,
until a simple things nid much times to solve it,
i am stupid..
my result is down..

no ppl know..
no ppl know..
even though is my family,
they dont know!
i stressing..mum and dad..
i wan to cry loudly..
mayb soon i will dissapear..
bye~

i m chossing to concentrate~

2010-04-26T03:01:00.000-07:00

erm..ya.. for wat tat i mean up thr..
i m choose for concentrate..
sad to say..
my application is rejected..
hahaz..
its ok..fine..
it doesnt a matter bt also a gd news for me^^
y i said tat..
is it clearly explained for me i hv a lot of things hv to be learned..
my situation now..haha.. worst enuf~
i shoud improving myself now..
especially for english!

i hope i can hand up all the studies at skul
but also english!
btw..exercise, hanging out, arhh! ya.. also working..
in fact, i found a job and will be woriking soon^^

hahaz.. looking forward for my future..
god bless me~
luv u~

加油哦。。不许气馁！！

2010-04-23T18:53:00.000-07:00

忽然回想过去

我才发现

原来我真的很勇敢

种种挫折我并没有喊痛

之前。。我没办法好好温习

现在~我醒了

我回来了~

我要从新开始！

忘掉一切~

步入新的生活

加油哦。。不许气馁！！

luv, cherry~~~

给另外一个的你..

2010-04-23T07:26:00.000-07:00

忽然间..
我发现已渐渐爱上你了~
我开始在等你了!
想爱了~

你可以消失吗?

2010-04-15T04:10:00.000-07:00

为什么你要影响我?
为何你这么欠打?
看到你. 就想放狗咬你!!
好久我没这样骂人了..
去死啦你!!
笨蛋~!!
去吃屎!!
讨厌~
很幼稚吧?
没错,可能你太有''魅力''了~
还会让我那么讨厌你~
在我眼里,
你不算什么..
每天看见你, 快受不住啦~!!!!!!!!!!

happy~~

2010-04-09T20:23:00.001-07:00

dad, so thanks for yr words yesterday..
i love u so much..
finally i know..
u feel proud of us..
thanks again dad~
muackzz~!!

yesterday,
i had known tat i have a chance to enter a practice
practice for the coming natinal debate ..
wao, great~!
so happy..
thx for mr.khoo giving me this opportunity
to try a new experience~

I wish i can 4get everything the past~

2010-04-08T20:45:00.000-07:00

My life is colourful?
My life is meaningful?
My life is powerful?
and my life is full?

god~
pls knock my head strongly~
i wan 4get everything sad of the past..
if i be allowed,
i hope i can leave 'this place' as well..
feint place~!!

Back to boring life~

2010-04-05T05:40:00.000-07:00

first of all,
i would like to congrate my classmate..
happy wedding~

2day class abit free..
mostly classes had been cancelled..
quite happy to hear tat..
haha..
whole class jump like siao kia~

but,
i dono wat i going to do the next..
despite having many works waiting for me to be done..
perhaps i m no mood~

business mid term, law quiz, maths quiz, moral presentation, somemore a law game..
i even cant list out all my works at here..
why..
others frez finished their works as fast as aeroplane..
why..
i m just sitting hear..
looking the sky..
counting the stars..
wat the hell~!
haha..
but nothing~
i aldy promise myself..
dont even challenge wit frez..
becoz my aim for future is not high~
i'm not clever anymore~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my time is wasted..

2010-04-03T21:27:00.000-07:00

i cant find out wat i m doing now..
am i very serious in study?
may be i still cant believe PSP is my school..
where is my motivate?
is it i really want treat PSP is my school in my mind?
i try..
try for many times..
hope tat i can take it seriously..
but, i really hope tat PSP is not my school..
i couldn't prove tat i m unbendable study at here..
my acedemic right now is extrememly drop~
drop like shit!

looking ppls outside having higher quality~
wat i m doing here?
i thought u all sure ask me..
y arent i not just do well at here?
my view,
i counldn't even to prove my merit..
sry for said tat..
yes,
waste..
i m wasting my time..
i do nothing..
stupid~!

Let me choose the other way to go..

2010-04-01T21:16:00.000-07:00

wat i m doing here..
is forced by u..
watch up~!

result for elocution~

2010-04-01T00:49:00.000-07:00

in part 1 of prepared speech..
i lost..
i lost everything..
i panic..
what to do,
just try to finish my speech..
but nvm..
take it as my experience..
the most important..
dad and mum..
hope u feel proud of me..
really wish to get it from u~
mayb i in no.10 or 8..
i dono..
its ok..not bad,
jia u ah hui~
u can do it better!
once again, i want to thanks my lovely frez..
muackz, is u all let me feel happy..
feel tat i was not alone~
really appreciate..

and 1 thing..
i should correct it at here..
i know.. now..some of frezs.. is not happy with me..
but its ok..
i dun mind..
wat u nid to talk bad things behind me..
fine..
u can talk louder.. or tell everyone..
tat i m this kind of ppl..
i will try to not influence by u..
i am xin hui..
pure xin hui..
just be myself..
stay cool..and steady~

Bowling~

2010-03-27T07:19:00.000-07:00

2day, my time is full~
wao.. great~!
i like this life very much..
morning add some sentenses in speech..
later at afternoon play bowling with classmate..
16 ppls are thr
wohhooo~~
very fun..
winner will treat frez eat..
while, last five..
will sing in class..
very excited to see their action..
haha
joking..
we very happy^^
and i the pitiest..
i get winner..=.='''
treat them eat ais cream^^
but happy also..
muackkzz my frez..
hope next time will go again..
then after eat dinner..
i go for tuition until 9.30
driving in highway,
speeding very fast..
wohooo~
great the feeling!
i wont 4get the memories of 2day..love it~

here are my pic which hv taken at thr..

draw a number for elocution..

2010-03-25T22:20:00.000-07:00

early in the morning..
we are called for a meeting at office..
18 contestants is inside included me..
quite solemn the atmosphere,
we had drawn for a number as a turn for the coming elocution..
and i get no.10
quite excited my feeling..but nervous too..
argh~!
standing on the stage,
deliver our prepared speech~
hehe..
this situation quite new to me..
my 1st time..
anyway, i will try to enjoy it..=)
gambatek, xin hui~!

I be annoyed~!!

2010-03-23T07:01:00.000-07:00

Black eye socket~!!
pimples..omg~!!
how come..
sigh,
really suffering within this week..
busy~!

law midterm--damn bad,
speech--nervous..no power..jump step..non expresssion
between,
moodless too,
i just wan to shout out:
"stop keeping conceal gd image on yrself"
ASS!!!
yes, is u~!!

Taiwan ~~~

2010-03-14T19:32:00.001-07:00

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Frez.. look here..

2010-03-12T04:57:00.000-08:00

朋友。。
在你们眼里。。
我可能会是一个放不开的女生
心胸狭窄。。
嫉妒。。
冷漠。。
狠心。。
残忍。。
等等。。等等。。
可是我一点都没变~
或许我真的没能力做决定，
也许会让你们感到意外
我唯有向我伤过的朋友
说声抱歉~
我还是会做我自己。。

起来吧。。欣慧

2010-03-09T00:15:00.000-08:00

我是人
会伤心
会难过的
但。。
实在没有能力说出那痛苦的心
我也不想说了
到此为止。。

我认了
我很失败
该放手了
哭
不值得的。。

Back to single life..

2010-03-08T01:00:00.000-08:00

My heart's a pit no love can fill.
I stumble through my days of stone
Bereft of joy, bereft of will.
I could not tell myself I loved
You as I did for fear of pain.
Far easier not to be moved,
Than moved to love, and hurt again.

How stupid! I loved anyway,
And now the blame is all my own.
Please rescue me, this torture stay,
And for my sin I will atone

be happy
chery..

I dun care how u will think about me.. i just be myself..

2010-03-01T01:40:00.000-08:00

我不想管了
你们要这么想我
我没办法，无话可说！
我已经尽力了
我知道自己在做什么
不需要一一向你们报告

最近真的好忙。。
还好有时会忙里偷闲。。呵呵
终于赶完了演讲篇
好累。。好累。。
剩下不到30天就要比赛了
好紧张！！
人生中第一次参加演讲比赛~
好怕。。好怕。。
英文超烂的我。。
不知到时会做出什么东西来
唉~
还替那时担心~~

今晚还要赶完ORAL的SPEECH。。
快快快~！！呵呵。。

27/2

2010-02-27T06:38:00.000-08:00

今天不知道搞什么
明明早上还好好的
竟然在我晚上去补习时
我失魂了
唉~
直到补完习
还差点给车撞

天啊~
我怎么了？
应该没事吧。。
========================================
还有啊。。
对不起啊，COPIG~
我还不能POST 上你要的造片
原因是我的CABLE不见了
要去找出来

abit dissapointed~

2010-02-24T22:06:00.000-08:00

y?
whats going on to me?
am i worrying about my study? or others?
very stupig~!
seems this few days..
i.. really quiet..
sorry frezs..
sorry that i cant chat and joke with u all..
i dono..
may b sometimes feel no topic to discuss..
nothing le~
dun too worry abt me..

i just..
just..
nid..
much..and much
support
can i?

stop!
can i throw all the sadness?

He ask me y..
y i look like no mood?
i cant answer,
just say no..
just say about my study..
my marks,
now..
mayb he also think like tat..
actually not..
i din worry about my study..
according of my laziest..
the marks i get, is really good 4 me le..
else i haven put much effort on in yet
boring!

God~ pls don leave me alone!!
i nid u!!
only u.. can understand what i think, wat i done..

ahead for busy week..

2010-02-04T22:05:00.000-08:00

this coming two weeks...
I had lots of work projects which is gonna hand up. GOD!!!
I am rushing on my assignment and
seriously I am strained at it!

haiz..

anyway.. i might try to affront it..
gambatek~!!

最“记得”的一天

2010-02-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

2月一日
美丽的早晨
是我第一天自己驾车去学校
第一次驾这么远
第一次。。
很多第一次
而这个第一次
以后最好不要
就是
第一次发生车祸！！
唉~
不过大家别担心
我没事
车也没事
只是不小心撞到别人车的“屁股”而已
真衰~！
不过想一想
它让我的得到教训
就是不要时常去嗅人家的屁股
是很臭的！！
哈哈。。

总之总之。。
今天很累
好不容易可以抽空上网打部落格
报告一下我的行踪
好久没打BLOG 了。。
大家别以为我失踪就好了
呵呵~
好啦，下次再UPLOAD

决定??

2010-01-25T02:13:00.000-08:00

人，

都有各自的生活习惯

生活。。需要各种角色来扮演

在每个角色当中

必会面对种种难题

而。。

这时候。。

往往都会要作出决定

我不敢说这决定是对或错

我只知道一旦做了决定

就需要付出很多

要顾虑到各方面的感受

付出。。

未必可以得到大家的肯定

也未必是大家所喜爱的

至少
我试过。。

I m tired~

2010-01-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

what should i do?
now i only know that..
how was the feel..study or love?
i dono..
for me..
can i hv both?
but family..
sure the first..but they dono..
i m trying, trying and trying to be the best..
but i cant..
i m lose!
every ppl look down to me..
i know..i must be stronger than before
can i?
every time i want ask the god,
y did u brang me here(earth)?
facing and solving?

my dating~with him..

2010-01-20T01:23:00.000-08:00

开始我们的旅程~~

我的司机。。哗哈哈~

我们去“极乐市”

“情侣装”

呵呵。。“他”偷偷自拍？！

MUET Registration~!!! must read

2010-01-13T19:14:00.000-08:00

~MUET REGISTRATION MID YEAR 2010~

For semester 5 and 6 students to register for MUET examination, please bring the following:-
*RM62 (cash)
*Photocopy of IC

If you are interested to attend MUET classes, please bring an additional RM70 to be paid on the same day. (Priority will be given for those who paid for both - exam and classes)
*Venue - First Floor, JPA
*Date - 18 January 2010
*Time - 8.45 am - 10.00 am

I am waiting~~

2010-01-13T04:50:00.000-08:00

要开学了~

我等你这天好久了啦!
快点到嘛..
闷死我了
唉~
如果上课了,
我的时间就会很充实
不用像现在
醒来就做家务..
做晚了就吃饭..
吃完了就去睡觉!
哟~
像猪这样!!
难怪我会这么胖啦~！！
还有四天的休息
就开学了~!
好期待哦^^

我就不能想开吗?

2010-01-10T09:06:00.000-08:00

我怎么啦？
为什么好像很烦
很生气。。
很讨厌。。
又加上脚特别酸痛
很累。。
(不过蛮开心
第一次和他买衣服)

不知道为什么
一回来
感觉。。
种种压力又回来了
很担心，
很害怕，
很伤。。
怎么办？

搞什么嘛。。
这么晚了
还不想睡
所以就来打部落格
希望过了今晚
啊不。。凌晨了
我谁也不想再提起''昨天''的事情了~
很伤。。很伤。。很伤。。

7/1/10

2010-01-07T07:03:00.000-08:00

2day
feel nothing to do..
afternoon job:
just fetch sista bc from school
very dangerous~
so when i arrive my sista's school
its late
tats y i get scold by her=(
sorry ar.. my little sista@@
i must be careful next time..

dad sick 2day..
very pathetic..
haiz..
hope will recover soon^^

afternoon..
msn again
chat with him
besides i m register something..
until around 5.20pm
we stop

while he is working..
its night
i having dinner 1st
then go praying~

abt 10.30pm
i m listen to nice song
while.. reading some comics
actually..
haha..
miss u copig!
and
he cal me again~
he tell me something--secret
(abt his company happened)
and then..
i ask him:
"do u know wat is the date of 2day means?"
is our"满月"
hahaz.. he knows also..clever!

we chat no longer
coz..
he get to work again..
copig~work smarter o^^

after i close the phone
actually..
i not yet go for bed
i help my dad do some works
mayb will continue 2moro
then..
blog time^^

when finished..
is the time to sleep..
i really duwan bc to china again=.='''..
guys and gals
gd nite~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

6/1/10

2010-01-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

今晚
我和往常一样
上网聊天
一边听着悦耳的音乐
心里当然也少不了那个挂念
是他。。
不知道他累吗？
他每次告诉我：
“我不会累，因为有你的支持”

发了晚安讯息给他后
我就打部落格
告诉他
我是想你的。。
但不是想太多哦^^

对不起...

2009-12-30T18:46:00.000-08:00

今天心情是有点低落啦
成绩不算好
可能是上天给我的惩罚吧
我能接受
因为我真的不够用心
只希望。。希望。。下一次真的要加倍努力了
对不起
我令你们失望了

他的成绩的确很好哦..
真替他开心

我不敢再要求任何东西
原谅我好吗？

My trip in Genting

2009-12-28T18:49:00.000-08:00

27/12

这天是他要回家了
其间我们发生了不愉快的事情
是我不好
对不起啊，COPIG~

我和家人又去同样餐厅吃自助餐~
吃得很不愉快。。

而且。。那天。。还差点。。。唉！
不讲了。。

总之他回了隔一天
我和妹妹又去打叮叮
其实我想趁机发泄一下
把所有不开心的事忘记！

wall climbing^^

26/12
这是他。。和我

在巴士上

Outdoor Themepark^^

2 sista^^

25/12

圣诞节快乐~！
这次的圣诞很特别。。
我们的回忆：
第一：淋雨。。啊哈哈~
(两个傻瓜在马路上跑。。)

第二：吃自助餐
哈哈。。说到这(想起来都很好笑！)
我告你们哦。。。
他吃什么
哈哈
他竟然能吃下...

就是那最大块的蛋糕
别看它小小块
其实很大块的啊~！
吃到他快要吐出来。。哈哈~

过后我们去玩叮叮~
哈哈
当然是玩投篮最多！
很好玩叻~
汗流狭背。。
又缺氧
啊哈哈~
玩到累时
还剩三块钱
可以玩最后一个游戏
玩什么叻？
哈哈
我们决定玩‘轮盘’
竟然得到。。得到。。
POKCORN VOUCHER~！！
天啊~
刚才吃自助餐有够饱了
现在又来个 POKCORN~！！！！！！
可惜...
我没拍起来给你们看
很大包耶！
结果吃了两天才玩~

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昨天晚上刚从云顶回来
五天四夜的行程
好累~
今早我爬起床来
第一个事务就是写BLOG
一边等着他的“早安讯息”
*其实我还有很多事情要做*
我答应过会写部落格
他竟然回我说
“别勉强自己，如果不想写(哈哈~如果你写，我更开心~哈哈)”
这讯息的确很伤我
我不知道要回他什么
我还是。。。有回他

24/12
我随同家人一起去云顶-AWANA
一路上
我没有睡觉
只有讲废话
过了四小时多的行程
终于到达了所谓的云顶
在那的第一餐~火锅！
好好吃哦~^^
全都是妈妈准备的~妈妈谢谢你！

我，妹妹，妈咪也送了个礼物给爹地

过一阵子，我和爸爸以及他
上去云顶
到上面时
我并经历了一个非常难忘的回忆
你们猜猜？

那就是我人生中第一次进CASINO
哈哈~
里面真的好大好大！
看到我眼花缭乱~
还好有他
我们喝了一杯热乎乎的“MILO”
免费的哦^^
出来CASINO
接着去买些礼物
作为圣诞礼物给爸爸妈妈
最后选择了“巧克力”

其实这天我和他吃了好多餐
第一餐~面包
第二餐~KFC
第三餐~SWEET CORN
第四餐~NASI KANDAR
吃得我好饱！
不知道他饱不饱？？

sorry mum~

2009-12-20T22:03:00.000-08:00

我今天很伤心
我又跟妈妈斗嘴
我告诉她我头痛的问题
她却告诉我很多文不对题的答案
或许我一直以来对她所说的话没有信心
造成反感
对不起，我知道我怎么说很不孝
没有礼貌
可是
我就是有这样的感受啊~
我一直一直很想试妈妈所教的方法
可是还是不能
这几天
我不知道自己在做什么
总之每样事务都做不好
怎么办？
妈妈，对不起
我令你太失望了
我对自己没信心了
很累很累
我只希望妈妈你。。
可以给我多一点时间
好好去想..
去反省..
去找出自己的问题处
那就够了
可以吗？

2 nite...

2009-12-16T09:03:00.000-08:00

今晚..
全部人可以睡
只有我还没可以睡
很不公平!
之前我还以为放假了可以睡大觉..
哪里知道..
还要为我大舅的结婚的事烦
我要为他们拍摄
所以将晚了还要研究
唉~
没人能可怜我啊
救救我呀!
我真的很不想回中国啊
国宝不适合我~!

不知道为什么?
心里还是很不舒服
总觉得我这样付出很不值得
算了算了... ...
再怎么讲
就只有 BLOG 能听到我的心声...

I want explain to him...

2009-12-15T18:15:00.000-08:00

i am not special as u think..
the 1st sms to u i write..
"omg, u ady hv my hp, hate u.."(1st sentence)
"but thanks also, hv a nice day, nice to meet u.."(2nd sentence)
2nd sentense means i thank to u becoz u advice us study properly..and not about u hv my hp no..ok? (dun confuse ya^^)

没错，这的确是我的初恋。。
可能朋友会认为是迟了一些。。
可我不认为。。
因为我知道，现在的我可以有自己的想法了。。
以前，我不接受任何感情因为我真的很怕受伤害，
并且会影响到我的学业。。
学业对我来说很重要很重要。。

你并没有阻止我。。
还鼓励我。。
很开心。。
我100%相信你，
并不代表100%爱你。。
时间能证明一切。。
我相信你知道的。。

tat guy..

2009-12-15T00:55:00.000-08:00

A quite tall guy..
concern guy..
child and mature guy..
clever guy..
sporty guy..

am i dream again?
every thing go fast..
start from 7/12..
we knows..
and 2day..
15/12
i know..
secret~

thx..

hai..i m back

2009-12-14T05:35:00.001-08:00

Holiday le..
am i dreaming?
haha..wont
actually.. now i suppose in China d..
know y?
i m a panda at thr
haha..
but not funny^^

2day is the last day in poly-hostel
end of sem 1
ya--
going to sem 2

after having the last paper at morning
i am celebrating with poly-friends in Sunway..
haha..quite fun
we eat Sakae
haiz
fat again lol me
coz arh~
my friends..
always take the sushi for me eat only
pathetic to me..
they eat less i think^^
may be 5 of us eat until 30++ plates gua..haha
RM28.60 per person..
but
i nid here to thank 'him'
he treat me and..hehe( i love black& white)
thanks lot
and thanks to all my friends... i hope our friendship is forever~!
2day actually something is happened
but..
i just want to 4get it..
nothing is important

and here..
i nid to write for him
every day..
i hope him will stay well
study well
somemore slp well
but sometimes still worry
i dono y..

i hope..
this will soon later..
this is just a blog of my life

my result~

2009-12-05T01:08:00.000-08:00

MORAL 的PB成绩知道了。。
谁还不知道，你们可以去找老师问~
快哦~^^
我的成绩。。
嗯~ 可以吧！
老师说满分是70%
我拿总共68.5%
还可以啦~
还有我的ECONOMICS 成绩也出炉了。。
满分是100%
当然我是拿不到100 的啦！
我拿92分而已。。
我朋友拿94！全班最高~
好厉害哦~ 她是马来人。
我只是第二，哈哈。。。
别小看我班的马来人哦。。他们可是很聪明的叻！
好啦~ 有什么成绩时，
我再报告啦！
再见~

sadness...

2009-12-04T06:46:00.000-08:00

this few days i very tired..
whole week study almost 7 hours per day!
at first i very enjoy it..
but..
something happened on me..
on friday..
means today..
a thing happened that hurted me very deeply
i hate myself
y this time i cant find a way to overcome..
i very angry abt myself
some friends told me dun be negative thinking..
some friends wan me to use my EQ to solve it..
friends tell me to 4get it..
friends want me to smile..
friends, friends, friends...and friends
I feel great with u all..
but i still feel lonely..
no parent at my side taking care of me..
sick.. i wanna treat it by myself..
hungry.. i choose the food for myself..
study..no need say le..
anyway..
i know i can do it~!
one day will success..

Go shopping~!!!

2009-11-22T08:26:00.000-08:00

这是哪里？
哈哈，当然是我们最出名的“RAPID 巴士” 啦！！
今天的目的是。。。去买个漂漂亮亮的衣服回来。。
出席今晚的小宴会。。
去噜~~~~~~

我们前往 PACIFIC 去噜~
先拍个照^^

灿烂的笑容。。
实在无法挡~
电晕了~

WAHAHA...

________________________
买好了衣服
吃东西去！

是不是流口水了啊？
哈哈。。好好吃哦~
YAMEE。。。

耶~！！好棒

哈哈，就是我。。
狼狈吧？

好累哦~@。@
一整天的SHOPPING，还要走路回宿舍。。
脚要断了！！！
真是个减肥的好办法~=。=

走呀走。。。走呀走。。。走到外婆桥。。。
喂喂喂~ 醒了啦！

我的宿舍~
到了。。
YIPPIE^^

______________________________

换好了衣服
准备去宴会噜！

看。。一群美女们，哈哈哈~

LET WE START THE SHOW~!!

他们唱的好好听哦~^^

？为什么拍她？
哦。。原来是我好玩的朋友拍的。。
你们知道她拍什么吗？
哈哈，这马来人穿倒翻头巾了啦！！

*Mhoon, CChin*

*Pshuang, Me, Hqing, Byik, Rwei

后面全是马来人

19/11

2009-11-19T06:17:00.000-08:00

SPM is over!
it is easier than last year..
but, for me is still hv a little hardship..
2day i also met a friend who is L6AK d.. suddenly dono wat her name le..cham lo me~
and here.. I want to thanks my mum and dad...
who sending me for exam and prepare the food..
mummy and daddy..I love U ~!!!
and also my little sister la..haha.. muackz..

After finished the exam... i got to rush back to poly..
becoz i having an IMPORTANT presentation next lolzz...
nervous, nervous and nervous again..
when arrived poly, i put down my beg in hostel and rush to my friend's hostel..
it is tired~!!

Anyway.. my presentation is bad as shit~!
I dono what i m mention about..
nvm.. my other members is good, may be can cover the lost marks gua..

and...and..and..
not finish yet, 2moro i somemore have moral final exam...LOL~!!!
What a stupid..
This week i am suffering in breath..god~!

Night, i miss him against~!
i dono y..
just suddenly think about him..
but impossible.........................................
I love him?
I hope not so.. but why??

18/11

2009-11-18T02:24:00.000-08:00

2day, i din hv much thing to post at here...
while waiting to save d pictures for my friends.. so post something here..hehex
2moro is my spm test... i know... but like a dream..its come fast..!!
Dono how to describe my feeling and activities...its full~!!!
i almost want to burn myself (joking)

i m happy becoz 2day i ady passed my English Final Exam in poly.
dono how was the result..keke

just hope all will be fine 2moro.. i can do it~!!
but...sometimes i think~how come a person sitting for SPM with just reading BI for 4days???
i m that person...hahaz

k la..hv to wash my clothes 1st..
bye here and good day...^^

Nice Memory...Gotong Royong

2009-11-14T04:03:00.001-08:00

12/11

2009-11-12T06:08:00.000-08:00

2day i take a lot photos in class... happy~
haha.. may be i will do a blog for my class soon~
be a camera woman... XP

I very excited about 2moro...excited~!
i gonna reach to Sunway to see a movie with friends..
about ''2012'' ... u all know la hor.. haha
but.. bad news is..
after finished the movie..
will attend a class at nite=(
haizz.. everybody is going home..
just left me alone in hostel..
mummi and daddy...
i miss u all^^
may be will back home at 10pm something la..

nothing to post 2day..
and later i will post some photos in my facebook..
waiting..

6/11

2009-11-05T20:43:00.000-08:00

recently... very busy~
while waiting my mum to fetch me back...
i curi makan banyak dulu...hahahahahaha~
eat is important ! so, me becoming fat and fat ...
erm...
how was my feeling 2day???
i think is... stress
I dono how to plan my time suddenly... a big white blank in my brain
how i can cover my study between this 2 weeks?
SPM?
Final Exam?
Presentation?
extra classes?
Quiz?
Mid-term 2?
many!!!
hughhhh..... crazy~!!!
nobody can help me...
i m not a super girl...
this time really more stress than before while i m in form 5

this year, luckless~
really...
although i already put more effort on my study... my result also not come out as good as i think...
u know y...?

how clever u are... is not mean u can get high marks...
and how high yr marks ... and not mean u very clever...
IS ALL DEPEND ON LUCK
i trust that, are u??
and here...(i m not suspect to anybody)

may be i already ''outdated'' in study...
performance bad than b4...
and this year i will not put my hope so high on my result...
remember that...
all depend on luck

bye~

3/11/09

2009-11-03T07:48:00.000-08:00

BUSY...busy...busy and lazy...haha=D
2day mood very good~!
but bad new: my Statistics marks was just 88%. OMG~, so bad~!!!
anyway lah, ady past tense..keke...
while waiting result, must prepare also for next WAR !!!
WAR: Final Exam lor...
haiz... not just final exam nid to prepare... also for SPM...yer***

my exam schedule:
18/11 ~ Final Exam (poly) English lor
19/11 ~ SPM ( English also lor)
8/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Economics
9/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Account
11/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Marketing- i scare this subject, mummy~!!!
14/12 ~ Final Exam (poly) Statistics - easy la... joke.. keke... ...

I see this schedule ady pengsang liao~
but GAMBATEK~to all my friends and me...!!!
Very happy is... just left a few weeks want to finish my 1st sem in poly le...
will up to sem 2 le...hahaha...

k... i hv to busy le... hv a nice day...=)

28/8

2009-10-28T09:17:00.000-07:00

2day, my class having a debate activity, so fun~!
discussing about mass marketing is it it still alive or death~
i support still alive!!! haha...

after debate, next class is account lesson, whole lesson doing income statement..siok~

then.. is the time i enjoy my rest time~
haha^^
going where eat leh??(asking myself)
my friends suggest go to jusco eat KFC...T.T(fast food again) haha... but nice!

while we on the way prepare to go jusco by my friend car...
we realize tat my friend's car is in problem, cant start enjin(may be no battery)
but...nvm~ there have many other friends know how to repair.. especially my friend-*xiao hua* haha~ the most brilliant in the world!!! she knows how to repair a car... geng loo(spana woman)

Spending about almost 2hours in repairing, finally is ok..
then we straight away go eat..
after finished eating, we rush baack to poly, u know y ???
haha... study loo, cuz later will have polybreget final exam~!!!!
me no study finished yet, no time to study also..
so tat time i just scanning my book..
while i am doing my paper in exam... i feel sleepy..
no mood to answer question... i wan sleep~!!!
finally is over~
*2day's memories*

continue next day... ...

2009-10-24T03:40:00.000-07:00

Haha... what picture is this>> hehe... my birthday present laa^^ yesterday my poly-friends give me a surprise, wa... so cute this present! i like it~!!! Thanks ya... my lovely friends **

Quite a long time din write blog ady, no title to post~
Just this few days in sick.. may be long time din having enough exercise~

My mid-term test result...

2009-10-17T04:50:00.000-07:00

This week i having my Statistics mid-term test and Accounting mid-term test and quiz.

Next week still have 2 Accounting quiz have to overcome, haizzz..haha...gambateh~ xin hui!

i already received my Economics mid-term result, is about 97 marks..but others not get it yet.(will post it soon)

This sem, i feel my account result is quite bad=(
i hope i can cover it as well...

Who knows my feeling?

2009-10-16T20:34:00.000-07:00

今年不知道得了什么运。。很衰！
做什么事都做不好，真的有点想要消失。。。
本来以为想回来告诉家人拿到好成绩的好消息。。。可是告诉了，却得不到我想要听的话，实在是太失望了！
你们到底知不知道我很伤心，我的一切努力和付出到底是什么？难道得到你们的鼓励很难吗？
很多人都说，孩子只要是在外读书，很少回家，家人一定很想念，自然而然会对他很好，我的却。。。。。。=0
不开心，不开心，每天还是不开心。。。连朋友应该也会觉得我神经病吧？
要乐观。。很难~
住在宿舍，没什么难，只是营养不足，还有只能在网上看新闻，外面的世界很大，很多事情我不能看到，所以成绩看起来没有我理想中来得好。
学校里宿舍就像个火柴盒一样，住在这里就好像在监牢一样！晚上11点还会突然meeting，每天晚上还要去食堂(因为马来人念经，怕我们在宿舍偷东西)，可以说我根本要读书是很吃力的，食堂很吵！你们知道吗？
我之所以选择住宿舍，是想为家人减少开支，可是。。他们不知道~
这个Sem，我看我是拿不到 4.00的成绩了啦~~因为我不会巴结老师，哈哈！
只好期待下个Sem了。。。

2009-10-07T23:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Although i don't hv any cake to celebrate but...

i still hv...

MAGGIE MEEEE...^^

2day abit boring lar~

so, post some photos here...

dark=.='''

* my hostel*

I no hv any idea to post my blog 2day... nothing special...i just wan to say thanks you to all my friends who send the wishes to me,haha...very happy!

I cant type all yr names here...cuz uncountable...haha...(thick face again)-.-

just feel happy, my class friends also say 'happy birthday' to me n my 1 indian friend..haha

1 Malay friend give me sweet and my hostel friends give me chocolate biscuit as a present!

This year is my special birthday, cuz the whole day stay in hostel...haha

6/10

2009-10-06T00:44:00.000-07:00

今天心情一般，不过有一堆坏消息还是没有休息，哈哈！
就是 ... ...
一，这星期我和宿舍的朋友们不允许回家。。讨厌！

二，明天是我的大寿，哈哈~ 生日啦！不过，嗯。。还是从小到大都是逃不过 “考试”的命运啦~ 如果我现在还在 IBM 的话，就会考MUET，但但但。。不是这样我因为没有考就高兴哦，唉 ~ 因为同样的，POLY 这个臭老师！！！也给我们考试！！！！！！！=.=''' 娘啊~
明晚还要参加一个MAJLIS，说什么是去看表演，还要穿BATIK！！我看啊，那时我不知道要和那个周公约会就有！

三，手上还有两个PRESENTATION 要准备。。唉~没完没了~

今天我不知道老师一整天在教什么。。。笨到~~~！！

这里我也要祝我所有IBM的朋友~考试顺利！全部一屏过关！！！
我也要顺利~哈哈！

我也想跟我班上的一位和我同样生日的印度朋友说：“HAPPY BIRTHDAY！”
(我知道你一定看不懂。。。嘻)

虽然今年没有蛋糕吃，不过有这个就够了，哈哈~
还要谢谢DADDY MUMMY 给我的红包哦~~=)

开学了。。。

2009-10-03T22:27:00.000-07:00

多几小时要回宿舍了。。。所以现在的心情没这么好~
回去还要干好多事情，一堆堆的压力又要冲着我来。。
可不可以不要回去那边？
暗示了好几次给爸爸妈妈听，可能他们知道。算了。。。还是在忍一忍。
我已经习惯住宿舍了，原因不想住的是。。。
算了算了。。。不想提了。。。
还是想想接下来要这么应付我的 Quiz， Mid-Year Exam，Presentation，Assignment。。好多好多。。可能还有很多炸弹还没向我炸~~~
我真的不可以在呆下去了，好辛苦！

中秋晚会...

2009-10-02T08:55:00.000-07:00

中秋晚会？a meeting together？is it feel happy？
NONSENSE！ of cause feel happy la...
but...
...
...
unlucky, I am not that feel...
...stop asking me why，just feel abit disappointed！ai yo, me shy people lai d ma, u all dono meh??haha... somemore there feel strange for me...-.-'''

sorry for say that, anyway，thanks for invite me and the foods quite delicious.
I am so tired... ...XP

RELAXXXX TIME...

2009-10-02T00:07:00.001-07:00

cut my hair loo~

唱K时间到了！！
发泄发泄一下麻。。

我和POLY的朋友们。。YEAH！！

“佧”偷拍到你们了。。

两位美女哦^^

Lonely??

2009-09-27T00:23:00.000-07:00

很多时候，总喜欢一个人，静静的倚在窗边，眺望着远方，看着来来往往熙熙攘攘的人群，感受到人流的川流不息，感受到阳光的炫灿多彩，突然觉得自己有些滑稽，犹如一个画着花脸的小丑，时时刻刻去用自己的卑微去换取别人的欢笑。朋友们都说我太过于感伤、太过于固执了。所以我喜欢夜晚，在夜晚的静谧中，没有世俗的羁绊，没有城市的喧嚣，在某个角落的一隅，可以有我思考的空间，可以真正的做到“无丝竹之乱耳，无案牍之劳形”。只有夜晚是真正意义上属于我的，来到这座城市很多年了，不知何时起觉得很压抑，突然觉得想出去走走，再也不要回来，放弃这里也就放弃了一切，思绪一直在挣扎之中，我不是圣人，没有那样的洒脱和超然. 突然觉得自己疲倦了、麻木了，只想做个与世无争的人，安安静静，可是生活却不允许我朝预定的轨道前行，总是在不经意间让我脱离轨道。朋友很多，伤心难过时，手中的电话却不知道该打给谁，我才确切的明白我是孤单的太久了。

Memories at Genting...

2009-09-21T08:17:00.000-07:00

We kena saman~!!!

by this damn polis!!

(when back from KL)

Some photos from Genting~

Me and sista...

Breakfast at Genting~!!!

bad day..

2009-09-06T07:58:00.000-07:00

前天我很衰。。HAIZ
竟然我宿舍的门被反锁 (自己不小心锁到的) HEHE。。
那时已经晚上11点多了。。AJK HOSTEL“ 傻的” -- 那时还叫我们洗厕所！
衰~ 不知道整晚睡那里。。(没有宿舍睡)
好彩。。我去睡朋友的宿舍！ HAHA~
不过，我不能睡先。。因为明天有QUIZ 要考！
所以就读书先 LOL。。
直到凌晨3。。朋友陪我去找AJK 想办法开我宿舍的门。。
最后很幸运的~
开不到门！！！
算了~去睡先。。

隔天一早6点多就起身了(朋友叫我的)，HAHA，朋友，谢谢！
换了体育裤 (晒在宿舍的) HEHE。。
就跑去了PEJABAT ASRAMA~
好彩~~~有多余的锁匙
不过一定有人笑我！
因为一大清早，像傻婆跑来跑去。。
没关系~~~开到门就好！
真的很衰！！！
那天很累！只睡3小时！
=；=

I m angry!

2009-08-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

我忍不住她了！为什么我还要每天看到她？
其实我一直不敢说出来。。我真的很痛苦~
真的，好心是没有好报的。。

想对她说的话：
“我真的受够你了，就因为看上你是朋友的份上，我一直。。一直。。地被你笑，被你看小，被你欺负，最糟糕的是~还害我无缘无故被家人骂！

我恨你！

不过我已经看开了，看出你的真面目！

如果你要害我，好的，就报在我这里~ 可是，为何你偏偏就要连累到我家人呢？
我家人根本没有得罪你。。
我很伤心~ 你竟然还不知足。

我帮你，是因为我关心你。。
你为什么还变本加厉？
你最好不要逼我！我再给你机会。。
要不然我真的会对你坦白！！！

happy n sadness...

2009-08-21T05:17:00.002-07:00

我今天好累。。。不过很开心。我和 IBM 的朋友们打羽球耶！
吓到我。。这么突然那么多朋友在那~ 哈哈。
本来是很累的，因为刚从宿舍赶回来 ~ 像个傻婆一样。。。

唉~~最近真的很不开心，原因是太多事情发生了。
我朋友离开了，这消息发生得太突然，真的无法接受。。。

朋友，你安息吧。。。希望你可以在另一个天堂过得很幸福。

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这几天，学校也很多事情发生。。。
说实话，真的很恐怖！
竟然有人被。。。上身。我不想多讲了~因为怕你们也被吓着。。。~.~

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前天，英文讲师竟然要我们在 ORAL TEST 有表演！
还要有DIALOG， 8 到10 分钟！
哎哟。。。真紧张。。
在我和我的 PARTNER 表演时，竟然我们超投入地。。。真的不觉得紧张。。
但是 ~ 我一表演完毕。。我的手竟然抖得恨厉害！！
紧张到。。。
我。。我。。好开心叻！
满分一人十分。
我却那到9分。。。YEAH ！！！
真的开心到。。。

好了，下次在继续。。

''Holidays 1 week''

2009-07-29T21:56:00.000-07:00

hahaha, very happy!!!

every holidays i will feel boring, but now differ. u know y??

cuz...too many works in poly lo=.=''', cant breath ~

poly stop 1 week, cuz of H1N1 lol, dono me got kena mah??

36 ppl ady infected !!!

tis weekend i got to back to my hostel le, hope thats everything fine...

Poly~

Poly_life

2009-07-27T08:44:00.000-07:00

Haizzz, long time no write my blog le, feel paiseh to my friends...haha!

But, is truly... ... when i enter this school, just a word can discribe me = BUSY !!!

me just a pra-u only, but here make me feel like a uni-life, damn!

assignment everywhere, presentation also, i m nervous laa...=.='''

ended my holiday...

2009-07-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

好久没写BLOG了，也不知道要写什么。只是最近真的很忙！我就知道会这样。今天，还是一样，呆在房间，听歌。当然，也顺便收拾我的行李。其实这几天忙是忙，但是很开心，因为我的时间很充足。每天花上两小时爬山，过后就到处理事物。我想差不多都七七八八了吧。。。只剩下行李而已。假期要结束了，好开心！我最讨厌假期了，很闷！我很期待开学的日子。我想。。。过了今天可能我会很少碰电脑了，所以希望我的朋友们和ONLINE朋友。。。祝福你们天天开心哦！记得留言给我哦。。。谢谢！我爱你们！！！保持联络。。。^^

肥了唷 !!!

2009-06-13T06:39:00.000-07:00

惨了！惨了！。。。怎么搞的~？快要变 '' Lorry Tayar ''了，哎。。。！

都怪我这几天。。吃吃。。喝喝。。哟！！

STOP ！我不可以再这样了。。。T.T。。

好不容易等到今天。。。(昨天阿爸说要带我们去爬山)。。HAHAHA！！！

可以运动啦。。。YEAHHHH！！！

一大清早，我当然就起床啦。。。好兴奋麻。。走到爸妈，妹妹的房间，

竟然。。竟然。。看见~~ 他们还再睡甜梦！！！明明说好要早早起床叻。。

怎么~~~~怎么~~~~ HAIZZZ，算了吧！骗我的。。。呜。。。

两个月的中六~IBM

2009-06-01T01:33:00.000-07:00

本来已经说好的，计划好的~中六行程。现在没了，全都是梦想在作怪！
我发梦都没有想到，在这短短的两个月里，说真的，我越来越喜欢这一班了“L6AK”。
我从来就没试过在这么短时间内，认识很多新朋友。。。虽然和他们相处的时间很少，但。。我却有着和他们。。开心的回忆！！^^我还害怕找不到朋友==。他们都很搞笑，很聪明，很认真，也很拼。。！！！还有还有，一位非常尽责的班长哦!^^haiz。。。很快的，已到了我上课的最后一天了，真的很难过！放学后，和一班朋友去唱K，哇！打开眼界。。。''Ah Pong"~Pro Singer！哈哈，其实每个朋友都很会唱叻。当然，最难听就是我啦！那时，err...不只为什么他们点的歌。。多数都很悲伤叻 T.T,这么这样？ erm...还有噢，哈哈。。竟然还有人在我唱歌时，做运动勒。。哈哈！搞到我很想笑，怎么不专心听叻？haha，害我走音连篇！！！
这次离开，我真的没想到朋友们对我的不舍，原比我想象中还要多，真的很感动！好想哭哦。。

朋友，不知我该留下什么给你们。。

唯有想对你们说:"别再伤心难过了，加油吧！做你们想做的事，你们的目标还在等着你们哦！哈哈。。。''

希望下次我们还能再见面，全新的我会出现在你们的面前！